Dil mein samaja

________ 2016-01-23 ________

Most private thing you’re willing to admit right now?
I feel like a failure 4-5 times a week. I don’t really know what it is.. Just all these expectations from everywhere possible ugh.

What does your blog url stand for?
This song.

If you could turn back time and change one thing, what would it be?
That I was wiser and didn’t waste my time on people and things that wouldn’t get me anywhere in life.

What do you day-dream about?
A peaceful life, a completed degree, a good job, a respectable husband, a kitten, a little baby boy as my first born. Sometimes I daydream about sorrows that are impossible and would never ever happen but thinking about them makes me sad and I get to cry so I think.

Have you ever kissed someone whose name you didn’t know?

What are you looking at now?
This screen 2am in the morning.

What was the last thing you cried about?
Love. All kinds of love.

Favorite book and why?
Deliruim cause Alex got left behind. I still can’t deal with it and I remember crying myself to sleep that night.

Last thing you drank?
Orange juice.

Do you like beards? Why/ why not?
I love beards. I iz no lajk babyphats.

The song in your head right now?
This one

Have you ever been physically harassed?

How would you describe your sexuality?
I’m sexy and I know it.

Who is your current ‘crush’?
I don’t believe in “crushes”.

Who was the last person you shook hands with?
My new boss at my new jobb. Heh.

Do you have any fantasies, sexual or otherwise?
Even if I did, I wouldn’t tell no one.

Favorite alcoholic drink?

Favorite thing you got for your last birthday?
Well… I’ve been dragging my parents to IKEA on my birthday, for almost 2 years now, so… furniture? haha!

Last time/place you went camping?
I’ve never camped before. I don’t know if I would like that either? I hate bugs and insects ugh.

What is making you sad right now?
Lack of interest.

Has anyone hurt you emotionally without intending to?

How do you calm down after throwing a tantrum?
I look at myself crying in the mirror and feel pathetic as fuck. Then I cool down and swear to never let anyone get to me again. Twice a day.

The last time you went out of your way to help someone?
Myself this morning when I was sleepy but wanted to go out for a photoshoot as well. I helped myself to the bed.

What was the last thing you got really, really raging angry about?
Why I never learn from my mistakes :)

You are at the doctor’s office and he has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? What do you do with your remaining days? Would you be afraid?
I would wait for the last day and tell them when we’re fighting and I suddenly fall to the ground to die. Nah wait… That’s waay to Bollywood, sorry nvm.

You can have one of the following two things. Which do you choose? Why? Love and Trust.

You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late even once more, you are fired. Do you take the time to save the dogs life? Why or Why not?
I would probably call for help and leave for work. I’m sorry but I do NOT like dogs and jumping into a pool when I just applied fake lashes… Nah ah.

Would you rather be hurt by the one you trust the most or the one you love the most?
Love the most. It’s like someone ripping out your lungs and telling you to breathe when someone you trust even more than yourself, hurts you.

Your best friend confesses that he/she has feelings for you more than just friendship. He/she is falling in love with you. What do you (or did you) do/say?
A) I am not a lesbian. B) I don’t feel the need to make male friends when I have a fiance :)

Think of the last person who you know that died. You have the chance to give them 1 hour of life back, but you have to give up one year of yours. Do you do it? Why or Why not?
My mums cousin, who was practically like a mum to her, passed away a few days ago so it’s really tricky. I have to say that I would not give her life back to her. Her death was written by Allah and ohmygod who am I to mess up the pattern of Allah’s wills. Astargfirullah.

Are you the kind of friend that you would want to have as a friend?

Does love = sex?

Your boss tells your coworker that they have to let them go because of work shortage, and they are the newest employee. You have been there much longer. Your coworker has a family to support and no other means of income. Do you go to your boss and offer to leave the company? Why or Why not?
First of all No. Second; no. Why? Cause everyone’s selfish.

What do you think would be the hardest thing for you to give up? Why would it be hard to lose?
My freedom. I know all of you thought “marriage” without even reading further, but no. Just freedom in general. I’m so scared of someone just taking it away from me, kidnapping me and me not being able to get out of there or just my mum refusing to give me the TOFEEFEE I ASKED FOR.

Imagine it is a dark night, you are alone, it is raining outside, you hear someone walking around outside your window. WHO do you wish was there with you?
It better be someone coming to give me my one millon dollars. Yes.

Would you give a homeless person CPR if they were dying? Why or Why not?
No. I’m a loser and don’t know how to give CPR.

You are holding onto your grandmother’s hand and the hand of a newborn that you do not know as they hang over the edge of a cliff. You have to let one go to save the other. Who do you let fall to their death? What was your rationale for making the decision?
Ohmygod, who the hell made this survey?! These questions are brutal. It all depends on who the little newborn baby was. Ugh idk, I don’t wanna kill someone :(

Are you old fashioned?
In many ways, I believe.

Which would you choose, true love with a guarantee of a broken heart, or never loved at all? Why?
Never loved at all. Shut up.

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